It’s been years that we broke up for the umpteenth time and the longest period. All other break ups ended in just few days or a month maximum but this time it just didn’t. She didn’t ask me anything , not a word. She had kept mum all along when I talked that night. She didn’t look up at me. All the while her eyes were down but when she looked up I saw her moist eyes. I felt as if my heart would explode. I so much wanted to take her in my arms and tell her I love you and I never wanna leave you but I held back. I wanna hugged one last time she just stood still in my arms, resting her head on my chest. Sigh…
I would never be loved by anyone like the way she did and yet I have hurt her so much. Not a word of anger, not a single tear just nothing..she forgave me for everything & ready to accept the way I was.. Actions speaks more than words… she has gone every extent to prove it… the first time I kissed her.. I saw it in her eyes, the love for me, the trust but me?? Once when I said her that I have never shown my love or her; she just totally changed it by saying words do speak volumes and that she knows I love her. I understand now how much hurt or pain it would have taken her to tell me that just to console me.
These days she doesn’t text me.. I know the reason and I have never asked because even I don’t text her. Her texts just show nothing. We are acting worse than “friends”. She said it’s better to act as strangers then friends. Sometimes she acts as if she doesn’t care but sometimes she acts she does and that’s the fact. She still cares. I miss her so much.. I wanna take her into my arms, smell her scent,tickle her till she fights and kiss her. I wanna tell her about my day at office about my stupid thoughts, just about everything…But.. maybe this is what we call fate! Big fat fate has lost me my love or is it my fault.?
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All that you touch All that you see All that you taste All you feel. All that you love All that you hate All you distrust All you save. All that you give All that you deal All that you buy, beg, borrow or steal. All you create All you destroy All that you do All that you say. All that you eat And everyone you meet All that you slight And everyone you fight. All that is now All that is gone All that's to come and everything under the sun is in tune but the sun is eclipsed by the moon. "There is no dark side of the moon really. Matter of fact it's all dark." #eclipse#thepinkfloydexhibition#macroroma#wishyouwerehere