i look happy here which is funny because i was but i was also suicidal.. i was homeless..
i never know when my mental health is going to ruin my day/night.. all i can do is keep trying to do whats best for myself.. explore myself and reconnect with myself..
im okay for now n am no longer homeless but waiting on a permanent home - my life is never boring! always some sort or drama happening #vent#sorry#idk
Dear person I knew as a brother,
You lied to me, I died for you
You killed me, I stayed up for you
I fought for you, I cried for you,
I screamed out loud to cheer for you,
I prayed for you,
I looked out for you,
And I expected the same.
You lied to me, you killed me, you put on a fake face and pretended to care for me.
If you didn't want to be with me,
Why did you even stay with me?
It's people like you that made #metoo exist
And it's people like me that take the blame, oh the shame... Oh and don't get me started on that,
You tell me not to fight for the things I'm passionate about,
Yet you blabber all day about your stupid bicycle.
It's not funny you know,
The way you act
It's killing me
And you blame it on shitty mental conditions.
0 61 hours ago
#vent ??? :Be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be men of courage; be strong. -1Corinthians 16:13
Cut the head of the snake
Now he can't bite
Cut the heart of the snake
He don't need one
Open his lungs, open his guts, open his mind,
Kill the snake with a stick
With your laught,
With your smile
Kill the snake with your words with your hands with your jokes
He's just a snake
Nobody like snakes
Nobody love snakes
He bite, he kill, he's slimy, fat, ugly, disgusting, bad, he just do bad things for pleasure.
Hey snake....why you're smilling, and sayed everything is fine ??? I trying to kill you !!! scream !!! And call for help !!!! Prayed me for mercy !!! Crying for help !!!!
- " i smiled, because i'm fine don't worry"
"The dark side of social media is the perception of perfection." "...it is ruining our perception of reality and why you shouldn’t take other people’s photos too seriously." "Take social media for what it’s worth." "Understand that behind the perfection are flaws. I wish everyone would post a little more about the bumps in the road. We see all the fabulous moments, but in reality it’s only a snippet of truth." - MOLLY THORNBERG, from babble.com
This was a good read. I'm aware of a majority of these things. It would be nice to see more authenticity, too. For some people, fantasy is much better than reality. With me, what you see is what you get, flaws and all. I'll take my blemishes to your "perfection". I'm private to a certain extent for protection and will reveal more when I'm ready and comfortable.
0 53 hours ago
[ trigger warning: suicide ⚠️ ]
my anxiety's honestly getting the better of me and I give up completely