Busy day. Down day mentally, emotionally, truthfully. But cooking, always makes me feel like I can take on all the things. General Tso's Chicken chickpea pasta by #Banza Well it yea it was linguine but it works for that taste in flat noodle. I need to work on the noodle keeping it shape because they are made out of a different more delicate dough. This almost fast like Pad Thai so I added some cilantro and lime. I had some shrimp tempura for an app and some tempura green beans. The Asian is all over the place I know but...food! Made some baked turmeric spicy potatoes. 🍤🍜🍴🍗 #WOMP#grub#Cookmore#2018ismyyear#28dayjumpstart#Progressnotperfection#Trying
1 410 minutes ago
Starting to eat healthy brown rice, baked fish, steamed veggies #trying to get my body back
This is the most emo song I've ever seen/heard of.
My school has literally cancelled two days in a row due to an inch of snow and low temperatures. Legit, stop being so scared of the cold.
In personal news, this one kid is obsessed with me and holy shit if he does not stop imma kill somebody. He's caused so much trouble in my friend group and he was part of the reason why I was hated for a while. Now that I'm in a relationship, this is just disrespectful by now. Thing is, he had a suicide scare, and I'm scared to leave him alone in fear that he will attempt suicide again. Fml
1 635 minutes ago
Made 2 ingredient pizza crust tonight and it’s 🙌🏼. Is this not the best shirt Tupac and puppies ❤️.
Throw back to when I came back just after I kind of recovered from my calf exploding on me... 😑
To be honest, when I came back I felt so scared... of hurting myself again, I didn’t trust my body, I felt weak...
I felt defeated ,
like I was starting from ground zero.
Point is, we all have times in our lives where we feel like we have lost all of our gains, like there is no return or way to get back to where we were.
Well, we are dramatic and yes we will be ok. But I don’t want to downplay how I felt. I was terrified and didn’t trust my body anymore. I felt my calf pull all of the time ( I still do and it still scares me) I still struggle with this ( especially since I’m back in the same place again having surgery feb 21) but I’m trying to remind myself that im Strong, im resilient and I always bounce back...