❣ Oi gente!!❣ .
To bem sumida esses dias por aqui né!!
Na realidade esse é o objetivo deste post!! 🙈
Como já havia falado com vcs essa semana eu estou em Curitiba!
Além de alguns compromissos e passeios, to aproveitando o tempo livre pra descansar um pouco e me desliguei daqui 😔 #sorry
Neste tempinho também tenho pensado em algumas novidades que estão chegando.. sonhos, projetos, conquistas! Faz bem termos um coração sonhador! 💕 (Ps.: Acho que já estou filosofando aqui..rs)
Mas amanhã já volto pra casa e as coisas começam a andar no eixo, inclusive as publicações!rsrs.
Obg pela paciência!
💕 Vocês são fundamentais por aqui💕
(Long and dramatic and personal post ahead😂)
So this is different... I’ve been having trouble lately feeling as connected with flute as I have. Today i even went to the practice room and forgot to bring my flute 😂 but i have been thinking pretty hard about which way to go in terms of a career. I know i want flute in my life but i want more than the classical side. I want to have my own unique voice and use it towards something I’m passionate about. And that is Jesus. As I’m journeying through the Bible, I’m feeling all kinds of emotions I didn’t know i could feel. I have a serious longing in my heart to get more and as much of Jesus as i can. And lately, all I’ve been wanting to do is make music for Jesus. Take these thoughts I have and let them sing through my flute. I haven’t been feeling very “classical” lately and I’m trying to see that that is okay. But i have found the more and more i study the Bible, the more i want to play for Jesus. So here is this. I want to call it nonsense but i hope someone can find it beautiful. It is my rawest flute and piano playing coming only from my heart. Doing this inspired me so much and i hope to do more! #flute#piano#chords#improvise#improvising#ilovetoflute#unique#finding#voice#personal#sorry#haha#music
Today really tested me. I try to only surround myself with positive, uplifting people...so when someone that I have no choice about being a (very small) part of my life felt the need to verbally attack me...My patience, my faith, my whole belief system was truly put to the test. I can’t say this person doesn’t hurt me with their words, I can’t say I’m going to sleep soundly tonight without thinking about what was said... I CAN however be the bigger person and not reciprocate. I can have faith that God created strength in me (the same strength he gave my Dad) to overcome this. I used to let things like this break me down, to defeat me...to totally control my mind and how I reacted.
So all I really want to say to this person is “THANK YOU.” You showed me how much I have changed, how much I have grown, and no matter how bad it hurts in the moment, that no matter what, I am my fathers daughter...and I can’t be broken.