So it’s 1am and I just felt this surge through my body. I am finally returning back to who I was becoming. I have been going through a rough patch the last few days,, and I haven’t felt pain like that for months. But this time I was surrounded by so many incredible people. Like wow... my friends and boyfriend are INCREDIBLE. They genuinely care for me so much and it just makes me so happy. My strength comes not only from myself but from the people who surround me. I am so thankful for the people who are in my life. And to all the people who have been messaging me everyday to check if I am okay it is SO SO SO APPRECIATED. I have felt so LOVED these past few days. Let’s go 2018,, let’s heal. Let’s be strong. Let’s be happy. I am READY.