I love the way you continually watch my every move as if you have nothing better to do with your life. I am no longer yours to control (thank God)Nor am I the person you try to paint this image of in your delusional half brain. Trust me when I say I own my share of mistakes in life and learned some of the most valuable lessons from them. Life lessons change you. They make you stronger. Get out of the past.....I no longer live there. The saddest part is the ONLY people your hurting are our children that sadly are being drug thru this all. Hell has a special kind of place for souls like yours. Go there already.....
Day 20: Cheese-n-rice I’m 10 days away from being done! Yesterday I couldn’t find my rhythm ... So I stopped and did some stretching with my hoop and felt great afterwards! ☺️🙆🏽♀️🕺🏻💃🏼 #keeptrying#findyourflow#loveyourself#hooping
I’ve always sucked at words and expressing feelings adequately and healthily (ask my sisters) so I hope I can get this across.
I LOVE scrolling IG and seeing all the pretty pictures. But. 96% of what I see isn’t really real. Sure it’s pictures of homes ( I don’t follow any fashion bloggers or fashion in general) but if it’s anything like mine, there’s a stashed mess in the corner next to the perfect picture. (Unless your house IS perfect all the time, you deserve an award!)It took me a long time to realize that everyone was faking it one way or another! But now perfection is all you see so what gives?! It’s not all real. . .so stop comparing.
I’ve had a hard time posting lately because I don’t want to post anything that’s not real and that means it would show my mess, and we all know how OCD we can get with that. Just typing this 👆🏼sounds ridiculous, are there internet content judges or something?! Well, yes. People that get used to seeing perfect pics come to mine and are like, ‘Shame. Shame. Shame. Wth is this? You MADE those curtains? You actually shop USED? Eww.’ . .
And friends, it’s been hard but I’m learning to be ok with that. Even in real life, not just IG. There is so much competition and trying to keep up with each other where I live and I ain’t doing it. I donated all my fanceé bags. Clothes. I will NEVER live up to most people I know as far as having shiny new expensive everything. . .
And you know what? I feel so free. Now maybe you all already know this, but if you are a late self-accepting bloomer like me, hi, I’m Noni and I’m #flawsome . ....
I will continue this post tomorrow....because that’s a lot of words. #introvert
📷: Pinterest (wish I knew)
It hurts when you learn to dance n fall..it hurts when you learn to ride cycle n u fall down..it hurts when u try your best for something n u don't achieve it..BT this is all for first time..first few times..making you more strong n determined..don't loose hope..don't loose your focus..n keep trying coz when you achieve what you were aiming for since long, smile on your face will be much more big n worth the efforts n pain you took in. #failure#leads#to#success#keeptrying#loveyourpassion#smilewide😚❣️