Powerful Judgement Scene! Last Judgment on the west wall — were painted in 1547 with a background of vivid cerulean blue. This blue is so vibrant that art historians refer to Voroneț blue the same way they do Titian red. Monastery of Voronet has been declared World Heritage by UNESCO. Below are some great photos of the beautiful sacred building. Enjoy! #judge#judgement#judah#picture#print#printing#monastay
This picture was taken the day of the Victoria Vegfest and I was upset the whole day because I had begun to eat heavily again and as I said in a previous post I was at the weight of 120-125 pounds and in body image heaven(for my standards).
In this photo I was just over 131 pounds and all I kept hearing from my friends was that "I didn't look any different and I would not be able to see that weight gain even if I had gained 20 pounds". That was probably the case, at least at this point in the game. But I didn't feel that was true. I felt like a blob and even more worse I was wearing the clothes that I had just bought and felt like I shouldn't be wearing them, and that I was not worthy of them.
Even looking at this picture now, I see faults. I see fat where my ribs meet under my breasts. I see back fat emerging from my top. And those pants.. They felt like they were going to rip as I had felt and seen weight gain in my thighs and abdomen.
That day I saw no positives. And as much as I see as a negative today in this picture. I'm starting to see some positives as well. Which means I'm healing. I see a smile that took a lot of work to get. I see a waist and a lovely tattoo. Its a start.
I wish that I had been able to see these small positives on this day. I may have been able to save myself.
I WILL get back there and then I WILL get back to my happy body image place.
Perspective. Thank you for letting me share my story <3
Wouldn't it be great if the #goodtimes could last forever? If we could ride them for #eternity like a #party train instead of relying on them as tiny points of fleeting #light that make the dark times in between more bearable? Why can't we just #exist in a state of childlike #wonderment forever? Is that really too much to ask?
Apparently so... because nothing lasts forever. All good things must end.
The only true constant is #change. The building blocks of the #future are stacked on a #foundation of #entropy. This #life isn't solid--it's a fluid movement through #time.
The reason you feel stuck is because you’re stuck. It's so obvious, it's strange you can't see it. You've stopped moving. You settled in where you are and you said, “Life, bring me some #adventure.” And then you waited.
How long have you been waiting? A long fucking time, right?
That's the thing with life--it doesn't care about your #hopes and #dreams. It isn't concerned with your depression and anxiety. It ignores your desperate pleas for #fun. It rolls on like a wave with or without you. It's up to you to shake things up. It's up to you to steer your own vessel.
It's up to you.
Real change requires #sacrifice. You have to be willing to lose the past. You have to step out of the haze and into the fresh air and seek out new challenges. You have to do the #work.
Today is the perfect time to begin again. Stand up in the shadow of a #newmoon in #Scorpio and start something new. Commit to it. Actions not words.
The mission going forward is simple... encapsulate every new moment in #love. That way, when you're chillin’ in the future, thinking back to #rightnow, all you'll be left with are #happy memories of childlike wonderment.